yesterday we found out that baby #2 is on the way!
i am still in shock. we were just not-preventing (we subscribe to AFP) so i knew it was possible but never expected it to happen so quickly.
tomorrow i will call and make my doctor's appointment (and find a doctor too i guess!). and we'll go out to celebrate and maybe buy zuzu a big-sister t-shirt.
as far as announcing goes...i would like to wait 12 weeks and bryan would have liked to tell everyone yesterday. so we have to meet somewhere in between my tight-lipped secrecy and his exuberance (which means we'll probably tell close family and best friends this week and wait a long time to tell the world at large).
Zu is such a toddler now memories of her as a newborn feel distant....but i remember the small breakable body, her snuggling against me, those sweet and most tiny fingers & toes....
WE'RE HAVING A BABY!!!!