Firstborn by Barbara Crooker

The sun came up, as it always does,
the next morning, its pale yolk
bleeding into the white room.
I remember how cold I was,
and how young, so thin,
my wedding ring rattled
on my finger. How the tea
the nurse brought
broke in waves on the rim
of the cup, spilled over
in the saucer; how nothing
could contain my tears.
Three days later, I left
in a wheelchair,
with nothing in my arms.
The center of this ring
is a zero. The horizon,
where the sun broke through,
is no longer a straight line,
but a circle. It all comes back
to you.

1 comment:

  1. I've read this poem before, but not since I've been a mother - oh my goodness. So beautiful and heartbreaking.